Maybe Sometimes

You Are Confident

You are self-assured and together. You have high self esteem. Other people see you as outgoing, hyper, and even a bit overwhelming. Your ideal romantic relationship is unconventional, wild, and very public. You do best in tasks that require you to be flexible, creative, and playful.

And Yet Nice!

Your Inner Child Is Naughty

Like a child, you tend to discount social rules. It's just too much fun to break the rules! You love trouble - and it seems that trouble loves you. And no matter what, you refuse to grow up!

Boo!

You Are a Haunted House

You are a deeply complicated and sometimes deeply disturbed person. You can't help but be attracted to the dark side of life - even when it's pretty gruesome. In relationships, you are honest and real. So real that it's definitely a little scary. You don't fake it or play along just to get along. And people either respect this... or deeply resent it Your life is thoughtful, deep, and even philosophical at times. You see the world as it is. You don't sugar coat anything. Facing and fighting your fears is important to you. You believe that too much of life is whitewashed. You're not too morbid... you just believe that you can't enjoy life without exorcising a few demons first! At your best, you are brave, intense, and fearless. Not only do you face the abyss head on - you challenge your friends to do the same. At your worst, you are depressed and morose. If you're not careful, your thoughts take over your mind... and they aren't pretty!

Sounds Reasonable

Your Gift is Imagination

You are constantly dreaming. You are always thinking about what could be. You love to express yourself in many ways. You have a way with words and tell vivid stories. You love to be amused. You are good entertaining yourself, and other people find you hilarious. You're the type of person who finds staying happy easy. There's always fun to be had!

There Is Too Much

Want to post. Have some stuff. There is just so much! Have a link that made me think and that I talked of at counseling, relative to passivity and work and as applied to marriage. There is medical, though I usually would update that at Blogblivion. There is something slipping out of my head even as I type. Oh, boundaries! A book and concept recommended by the counselor, which I previewed slightly on Google and was struck by because anecdotal people right in the intro about what boundaries are were essentially me, in marriage and life. I may have to find the actual book after all.

For now, more coffee as I prepare myself for work and await Deb's arrival so I can indeed leave. She's on her way.

Oh, too funny, in counseling I ended up having to explain to her what Carnival of the Capitalists was and the concept generally, as an example of something I decided to do an just did boldly. Oddly (didn't think of or mention at the time), I realized that Deb and marriage around the same time don't qualify, because it was more about accepting what came my way, and she was very much in command of the situation. The boldest I got was coming up with a way to go meet her in person sooner rather than later. Anyway, more coffee!

Rethinking Blogs

I may leave this one intact, use it for certain things, and start another as a similar yet differently focused one. Let this one revel in its age, maybe not even try to port it to WordPress, but if I do be prepared to revert if it doesn't work. I hate to be too mercenary, but really if I can build more of an empire where ads can go, supplementing my income, then yay.

I'm kind of thinking to leave the Jay Solo identity behind, feeling like it's an artifact of a past that wasn't as real as could be. That's part of the impetus for a new blog with a new theme. Perhaps very themed. Which would be why some stuff might have to remain here.

Hmmm... then again, maybe I'd better port this to WP, as I was planning to keep Twitter updates going to the blog this will subsume once the domain I intend not to renew expires.

Decisions, decisions...

Reasonable Enough

You Are Highly Colorful

You are intensely alive and very passionate. You are optimistic about the world and about people. You feel very connected to others, and you tend to be a harmonizing force. You are vibrant and receptive. You are ready for whatever the world has to offer you.